back to post again.
semester is almost coming to a close.
school's been really busy.
with workload coming in waves after waves.
i rarely get the chance to go out, and today's one such rare day.
i was really happy to go for soup spoon as a family
and just to hang out.. feels really great.
now i'm back home..
trying to get back to my books.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. i wished i had more time out.
been trying to get my motivation there, and so far it's been fine.
i got to keep this up and not commit my usual mistake of loosening my grip, and losing any grounds i've previously gained.
i've got to remind myself that i want to stay in front.
it is hard, not easy, but i will remind myself to be ahead of the pack..
i dun want to be behind! i will not be behind!
i simply canttt be............... ah!

so many possibilities.
so many evaluations.
so many advices.
i do feel the relation to some of them,
but yet the relation is not definite.
...

i need a break from all that's on my mind.
this is pretty tiring and unhealthy.
maybe there's good in contentment.
and i probabaly should take a rest from trying to fly.

so tired. i dun seem to be progressing.
how can things still go on as planned?

ah she added him as well. that made me feel a little disappointed.
i have no idea what to do next seriously.
toady i spoke to huiling since 2003.
man.. that's crazy. 6 years. it was nice!

I am very excited by this new idea of mine.
because of how it can be readily executed.
makes it all the more exciting!
I have thought of most details,
just yet to sit down and pen down everything.

finally sorted my bike out after 3 long weeks.
waited one week to get the wheels.
but didnt really like it, so scouted for another one for one week.
then waited one week for the shop to open to tune everything.
now,
brake calipers adjusted (brakes were rubbing rims)
tyres changed (changed another pair)
casette changed and degreased (was using another of my casette)
wheels trued. (wheels were untrued)
fd and rd tuned. (needed some tuning)
speedo now functioning. (dunno why cannot sense speed)
bike got heavier due to the heavier wheels.
but bike looked a lot better,
and can keep up higher speed.
only downside is the weight during acceleration.
but otherwise am very happy!
time to ride again,
and decide if i wanna join event.